Speechless.

I'm totally speechless at this time.
It's been days i've been thinking about it.
I can't think of any words that could describe my freaking feeling right now.
All i think was,

Should i just let go ?
Or should i just wait ?

There's nothing in my mind to answer those stupid questions.
All i wanna say is, i do suffer right now.
Never really felt this before.
And now, i've experience it.
=/

Exams is coming.
And all i'm thinking is not about exams !
I never touch any books till now.
My mood gonna fuck the hell out of my exams.
Whatever.
Speechless .